Not much of a Friday

[rhienelleth]

People are descending upon my house in approximately three hours.  I don't get off work until 4, at which time I have to go to the bank, the grocery store, and then get home and finish the last minute preparations before they actually arrive. 

I have a headache that's been on slow burn since this morning, I suspect stress related.  These seminars are fun, but stressful for me, who has the responsibility of cleaning and hostessing in addition to training all weekend.  Plus, will we break even or lose money?  Odds are, lose money, which whatever.  We kind of expect to. 

Also, the single chapter I managed to squeeze out between yesterday and today is just not enough.  I wanted to finish the gypsy party, and get my protagonists back on the main story by the weekend.  No such luck.  Maybe I'll be able to write tonight, but I doubt it with people being everywhere.  *sigh*  I'm 1600 words shy of my 45k goal pre-seminar weekend. 

Also, no Bond for me this weekend.  But you knew that already.

I am feeling depressed and melancholy, and I want to spend time with my characters, not a bunch of out of town martial artists.  I know, I am being selfish and petulant.

Comments

[kistha.livejournal.com]

It's a day for selfish depressive melancholy. I actually used to have a song list titled "Fuck Melancholy - Straight to Depression"

It is so that kind of day.

I hope the seminar goes better than anticipated, and you have lots of fun. :)